I’m getting closer to you,I’m closer to home but doesn’t seem it i keep wishing for something to happen but still no sign.I’m still going to tell my therapists that i want to be inpatient, i cut’ed 2 times last night…..how can a happy person cry more then she smiles?I seen the same figures since the 3rd plus last night it was this gray cloud and a black figure in the corner of my ceiling and i’m not even taking my night pills and still seeing things,I’m heartless because i have no heart to love anymore,No one will see my cry plus no one will listen to my feelings,I intend to push people away because i get this feeling that they don’t won’t believe me,It’s hard to not cry when i look at myself without make-up,It’s sad when i have to wear make-up so people see me,Again i don’t feel pretty in anyway how can i love myself if i don’t have a heart to love?
If u dont have one… Steal someone’s….heart… Then everything will be fine for u
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I wish it can be that easy…I have no so i can steal their heart and no one will let me brow their heart
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In which standard u r…?? Means class??
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Want you mean by class?
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Means… At school….
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Like grades or like want kind of classes i am doing?
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Grades
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Oh okay i was just confuse lol and I am in 10th grade
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You have a long way to go…
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Want? Yeah i have 2 more years and i am out of school then i am going to college to do training to become a nurse
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Good
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Yeah i am happy about that too
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May God fulfill your dreams…
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Thank you and Yes may God help me fulfill my dreams
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Why …. Are busy in all these… Love breakup… Pain..heart and other stuffs
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I don’t know myself…..But i try not to be but i still worry and stuff and I loved the last man but he lost me and i lost him but anyways I am not busy about this pain and heart and breakup it’s very hard to explain it from my side but I can’t get rid of my memory’s i had when i was with him and my exes and my old friends you know
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😊
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🙂
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I guess i want someone to make me feel pretty about myself and who loves me for me even if i have scares on my arms you know
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U definitely will get one… Someday..
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thank you
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Life is not a fairytale… & i think Now u know this better than many people out there… Life always reveals with all that is unexpected…. We get hurted when our expectations shatter… But to whom can we blame?
To life ?! For not being same as our expectation.
Or to ourselves for keeping our expectations so high…? Lol
People come n go… N u too come in the same catagory….’people’
N definitely You too would have walked out of the life of many others. But we never care that…..
Forget yesterday…. Embrace today…. Smile a lot… Care for people….not for memories, words, worries and blah blah….😂😂
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So how …much points should i get for my all that horrible preaching….😂😂
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More then 100% you pass lol their not bad they are good thank you so much for that
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😁😁
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🙂 how are you
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Doing good…n u??
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Good…….Here in a few minutes i am leaving 😦 but it is to get more help and do wants best for myself you know
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I hope the bestest for u…😶😶
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I’m back i came back an hour ago
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Welcome…🙂
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Well Thank you 🙂 how are you
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Return…. Fully changed…new…energised…leave all your monsters there….return with a big genuine smile on ur face…
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I did lol thank you
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How are you today?
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Just doing fine n u?
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Same i am good too
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How are you
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Good n u?
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Same and that’s good
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I’m going inpatient tomorrow morning around 10:00 i hope you have a great week and a weekend i’ll be their for a week
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😶😶
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Sorry to tell you…..Don’t worry i will be back lol and i am just going to get more help and do wants best for myself lol I hope you have a good week and weekend
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Like grade? Or classes?
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I feel you, but everything is going to be okay.
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I hope and thank you
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