-My thighs -My height
-My face -My toes
-my legs -My thought
-My eyes -My feelings
-My hair -My eyebrows
-My lips -My cheeks
– My hands
-My scares
-My arms
-My stomach
-My nose
EVERYTHING
Everyone thinks i am such a happy person and that i have it all together. Want they don’t know is that I’m still dying on the inside. I don’t have it all together. I’m falling apart, When I’m upset. I shut myself down I have no motivation for anything i tell myself that nobody cares, even though i know some do, I think about all of the negative things i could possibly think of, I give myself all the pain thinking i deserve it, I’m not sure why i do that but that’s just how i am. I smile but i wanna cry i talk but i wanna be quiet i pretend like i’m happy but i ain’t. I can’t look at myself without wishing i looked like someone else.I push people away when all i really want is someone to hug me and tell me it’s okay.
Hey, everything about you is beautiful…you’ve got a really cute face, cute nose and lips…not seen your thighs and legs before (so I can’t say). But believe me you’re beautiful and you have no cause to feel insecure.
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I know i am beautiful but I always tell myself that because i always think i deserve this pain and thinking that i did something Wrong but Thanks Again for everything you say to me i need someone to tell me i will be okay and that everything will be okay
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Nothing is wrong with you and of course you gonna be more than okay, you gonna be happy.
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I know that’s want i want is too be happy and have someone to hug me and say everything will be okay and be their though my ups and downs even as a friend you know
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Yeah, I understand….Hundreds of Hugs 🤗 sent you, everything is gonna be okay…😊
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*Hugs back to you with a single tear*
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😊…
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*Big smile,feels better* Thank you for the hug
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You’re most welcome Courtney.
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🙂
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I was Broken when my ex Cheated on me and it crushed me really bad and He stoled my happiness and I told my mom the other day i hope someday i will fall in love again
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Yeah I get, you should ignore falling in love now, it’s not important…your happiness is more important and your career. Just focus on being a good girl 😊. Remember you’ve got people who care about you, your family, friends and your friends here on WordPress.
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Thank you and I know and i told my mom i will be single for awhile because after i am done with school i am going too college for nursing
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Great…nice decision. 👍
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That’s my goal in life is to get though these 2 more years of school then go to college for nursing and after college is to get a job while im in college anyways buy a house and buy a car and then find a boyfriend and then get marryied sometime in my 20’s closer to 30 anyways then have 4 kids that’s my goal in life
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That’s awesome, I love your Spirit…believe it and you’ll achieve it. For you to be able to buy a car and a house in college, that means you’ll be working at the same time.
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Yeah when i was little i once told my mom i wanted to have 4 jobs at once lol i kinda still do
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Lol…that’s a lot…you’ll get tired quickly
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I know but after new year’s eve i might be getting a job now next year because i went to this little store and i asked the 2 lady’s their and one of them said you can come back after new year eve’s
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Okay, how will you combine that with your school? Can you manage that perfectly?
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I am home schooled and i can do both i can do my school work and Work in the same time and Yes i can manage that perfectly if not i will try
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Nice…
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Yeah 🙂
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to do my best
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I can’t wait to have my first job at age of 17 well almost 17 lol
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That’s nice…you must be really excited
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Yeah i am so happy 🙂
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How is you’r day
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A bit hectic, just getting home from school…and yours?
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Mind is good, I am home schooled and i have no school for this week and next week and Boring day today for me
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You should watch some movies, maybe do some cookings too
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I cook, That’s my favorite thing too do and i love watching movies and stuff do you like cooking and watch movies?
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Yes, I do… I cook all the time and watch movies almost everyday when I return from school and trying to relax.
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Lol yeah i cook everyday too and I watch movies when i’m able to watch tv my dad has the tv all day everyday and plus my brothers won’t let me watch my movies in their room so i watch my shows when their not in their room lol
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Lol…you should get a personal computer 💻 too
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Yeah i know right, But when my 2 brothers are not on the computer i ask to get on when their not and earlier i was on here for a half an hour but when i got on i been on for a few minutes and my little brother who is 10 asked if i would take him for a walk and i said yeah hold on so now i am on here for 15 minutes now i just got back for a second walk lol
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Lol…that means you have a time table to use the computer
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Yeah i know right, Lol 🙂
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Love is a never ending process….dear…
A mother loves her first child…then second comes…then what??
She loves her second child also as much or even more…so don’t worry love is not a single life time opportunity….it can be as many times as a person can even imagine….😊😊😊
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Thank you for this, And i love my baby so much (Ashton drake reborn baby dolls) I got her on the 16th and i love her so much i named her skyla (Skye)
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