Cuts

She lays on her bed

she thinks about the pain she is feeling

she sits up,grabs a sharp thing underneath her bed

she pulls up her sleeves looks at her arm and starts cutting she wants to cry

*Her sister walks in,she stops and puts the sharp thing under her leg*

she tries to hide the single tear just in case her sister makes fun of her

*Her sister walks out* She began cutting again and lets the single tear roll down her face

she feels alone

she is trying to cut the monster out of her but it ain’t helping

 

It’s sad for her because she is afraid to close her eyes at night because she’s afraid that they will appear again in her face even in the day she is scared to even close her eyes for at least 5 seconds thinking when she opens her eyes they will be their…..She told her mother earlier about last night when she was sleeping when she opened her eyes it was this *BLACK  SHADOW*  she seen in the corner of her eye she was scared to move so her mother asked her would she be awkward if her own mother sleeps with her tonight and her mother didn’t even got done saying want she was saying She said no i won’t i want you too so i won’t be scared and so i will feel safe so tonight her mother is sleeping with her,She can’t even say about seeing things like she been seeing without her voice cracking a little she wants to cry when she talks about it,

 

 

This is about me. (Courtney Elizabeth Worthy)

I am scared to sleep at night even at day that’s sad and scary