I’m falling apart

I’m falling apart and nobody knows,I have nobody to talk to and i’m alone

It hurts,but i’ts ok.. I’m used to it.

Every thought is a battle, every breath is a war, and i don’t think i’m winning anymore.

Deep inside where nothing’s fine I’ve lost my mind

Everyday it’s gets harder, Everyday it’s like a nightmare progressing on,

Everyday is another prayer echoing from my bones asking god to take me now,

Everyday it gets more impossible,

Everyday i feel myself die some more,

Everyday i lay in my bed wondering how i’ll leave this Place,

I’ve never felt so much pain….All this time i drank you like the cure when maybe you were the poison.

 

I’m talking about the monster about the last thing i said……