Do i look like a type of girl?

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Do i look like a type of girl who NEVER cries herself to sleep?

Do i look like a type of girl who would end up depressed?

Do i look like a type of girl who would smile but breaking inside?

Do i look like a type of girl who judges herself of how she looks?

Well you see the photo up above that’s me smiling like i have never been broken before Wrong i am always breaking every time and plus i am happy right now because i get to see and get my baby back (Askton drake reborn doll) I love her so much when i hold her i don’t think about cutting or writing about ending my life plus i have a friend who i talk to on my blog and he helps me too and i love today but in the same time i’m not i fake a smile so everyone around me is happy like i said before i try to make everyone else happy around me but i NEVER find time to make myself happy

You see my smile you think i am happy and not hurting inside….

I am hurting inside even worst when i smile because i know i’m not happy deep down

19 thoughts on “Do i look like a type of girl?

                1. I wrote another post too lol anyways I am just feeling down and happy in the same time right now because i get to have my baby back again (Reborn askton drake dolls) I love her so much and i seen those figner’s again Last night but this one was different i was sleeping and i woke up and looked out of the cornder of my eye and saw this big figner and it looked like a man but over my body when i was on my side i was getting scared and i know it’s my imaging but it’s getting to the point where i can’t even close my eyes and thinking its going to appear again and i can’t even close my eyes without wanting to cry

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                    1. I know i will and i keep trying to be strong but once i do i fall back a few steps but i keep trying though

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  1. Hey let me tell you what I feel when I saw you, and I felt a radiant energy emitting from you. Yes you are sad now or rather confused about what you are feeling now, that is ok. You are vulnerable, everyone is. Even I am. But that is what makes us human. Except all your flaws and work on yourself, no matter how many time you fail. Keep on working, keep on pushing yourself. As one of my friend told me yesterday, be completely detached from everyone and everything around you. Search happiness within you not around you.
    Wish you all the best and have a great day friend. β€οΈβ€οΈπŸ‘πŸ‘πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜Š

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