Do i look like a type of girl who NEVER cries herself to sleep?
Do i look like a type of girl who would end up depressed?
Do i look like a type of girl who would smile but breaking inside?
Do i look like a type of girl who judges herself of how she looks?
Well you see the photo up above that’s me smiling like i have never been broken before Wrong i am always breaking every time and plus i am happy right now because i get to see and get my baby back (Askton drake reborn doll) I love her so much when i hold her i don’t think about cutting or writing about ending my life plus i have a friend who i talk to on my blog and he helps me too and i love today but in the same time i’m not i fake a smile so everyone around me is happy like i said before i try to make everyone else happy around me but i NEVER find time to make myself happy
You see my smile you think i am happy and not hurting inside….
I am hurting inside even worst when i smile because i know i’m not happy deep down