People think that these pills are working,Wrong these pills are not helping to remember to smile, I still think about ending my life or cut again to get away from the pain i still feel inside, My pills are helping me sleep at night but not helping me to remember how to smile, I still fake my smile so no one knows i’m still broken and be hide my smile i am crying, I almost cried last night again And i have too more cuts on my left arm from last night at 8:30 at night. I have promised someone i will write good things about me but I can’t write good things about me Because i don’t know want’s good about me, whenever i don’t think about my past i always end up thinking about my past and want happen when i was little and with being called names i don’t know wants beautiful about me anymore i wear makeup so i can feel pretty and again when i don’t have makeup on no one really talks to me but when i have makeup on they talk to me like nothing, But the only way i get my friends attention is to put my head down on the table and cover my face up then they ask are you okay or wants wrong then i say i’m fine and when i start to say something else they ignore me like i was never their so i sit quietly and don’t say anything, It’s hard to be friends with someone you once dated and who broke you’re heart over and over again.
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Yeah that’s how i feel
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Don’t ….. Plz…ππ
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I won’t
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I will try not to cut anymore
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damn
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If I can swear I would say the same thing lol my whole page is the truth of how I feel
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perfect
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The key to your happiness lies within you…find it…
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I will try my hardest to find the happiness inside me thank you
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Goodπ
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I am already trying my best to find my happiness again,
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Good to hear that, keep it up
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*Keeping it up* I just sit in my room and no one to hang with or talk to and I’m glade I can talk to you about my depression
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Are you the only one at home?
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No, I live with my 3 brothers and my one sister and my mom and my step dad who been their for me since I was 6
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Okay…
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Want about you?
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I live alone
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Do you have brothers and sisters?
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Yeah, 6 brothers and sisters
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my 9 brothers and sisters live with their mom and My real dad got together with my step dad’s sister lol it’s weird but yeah
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Thatβs really weird…lol
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I know right, Well I will be on tomorrow and I’m going to post about my day tomorrow and how I’m feeling and happy things tomorrow and I will talk to you tomorrow I have to get off and eat…
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Alright…do take care of yourself and be happy… bye
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Thank you and I will
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π
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*Thumbs up to*
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I’m the oldest of my brothers and sister
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That means youβre the first child
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Yes I am the first child
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Nice…first child normal have many responsibilities you know? Your younger ones are looking up to you as a role model
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Yeah I know, I am trying my best but when I do I do something else but I keep trying though
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Keep pressing on and never give up. π
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I will keep up my good work
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π
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lol
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Sure your day is going well
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It is I can’t wait to cook today with my sister and Nana, I love cooking but im kinda not good at making a cake but my sister is lol like I know how but I don’t know how to design it lol
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Oh thatβs nice…happy youβre happy π
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π I wrote another post about my day too
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Oh nice…will check it out
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Yeah,Okay I really can’t wait till Monday π plus I can’t wait till tomorrow because I will have my favorite food EVER lol
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Awesome
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I know π
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But I am at my Nana’s with my sister right now we are staying til sunday, Do you have brothers and sisters?
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Yeah, 6
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6? On my real fathers side I have 9 all together but with my mom I have one brother and one sister but when my mom married I now have 2 more brothers and yes I am The first child my mother had first lol
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Thatβs nice…a big family
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Yeah it is a big family, And I can’t wait till my birthday because i’ll be 17 and I can try to pass my written part so I can drive
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Awesome π…. birthday loading…
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my birthday is next week on the 28th
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Happy birthday in advance!
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Thank you
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