Not Enough.

I’ll never be good enough to hang with the cool kids.

I’ll never be pretty enough to be seen.

I’m not good enough in any way.

I’m sister who’s 12 brings up my past like if someone said something about sex she would say Like Courtney did, The other day i said something about her leggings so tight you can see though them and she said well you sell you’re body and i said use to but not anymore, I wanted to cry after she left the room but i didn’t whenever i go to a store i see lovers holding hands or kissing or saying i love you, it kills me because it reminds me of my ex how we use to do that anyways when i have no make-up no one really talks to me but when i do have make-up they talk to me all the time, i wear make-up to make me feel pretty, i wear tight jeans to make me feel good about myself.

Will i ever be good enough for someone to stay and love me for me?

Am i pretty enough?

i really do feel like i did something wrong…..

I feel sad all the time. i might seem really happy all the time wrong i’m faking it all, inside is dark,lonely,cold,broken.

First: Whole

Second:With cracks in my heart

third: Hanging on a single thread

fourth: In tiny pieces is my heart into